#134

listening to: Adele - Rolling in the deep

There‘s just something in the air. It’s a peculiar thing – the melancholy undertones of feeling surround me. 

With Adele’s husky voice singing to my ears. I can’t help that every song I listen to reminds me of something. I have a lot of unresolved issues and regrets.  I wish I could go back in time somewhat fixed what had happened.  Contemplating about it left a feeling of sickness already slithering over me as I anticipate my fate. 

I need to reevaluate my life. I need guidance. I am lost. Even my smart phone’s stupid GPS cannot help me now. Allah S.W.T please guide me, technology and the modern world is far to advance for me ... I need you Almighty ...

#67

today of all days I showed how brilliant I was! I accidentally locked my car keys in the car. You cannot imagine what was running through my mind! I kept quiet at one corner, and let Iman accompany the locksmith while he tried to unlock my car. Atfer a couple of minutes that came to past, he finally managed to unlock the car. Alhamdulilah. The locksmith was the hero of today. 

Note to self: 1) Duplicate car key. 2) Keep key in handbag. 3) Do not lock car lock manually.

Hero of the day:

# 1

Too late for tears, I accidentally deleted all my blog entries...

I feel rather incompetent right now, as Iman laughs over the telephone line.

"It's alright, we'll make more memories" he says.